I'M A HORRIBLE WIFE!!!!

I am sitting here at home in bed its 2:45 AM and my husband is having emergency surgery to have his appendix removed, and I'm not there!!!

It happened so quick he had the scan and within 15 minutes getting back to his room he called and said he had appendicitis, while on the phone with him they came in to get him into surgery right then.

So I call the "people" that I thought I could count on, lets just say I know why I don't ask "people" for stuff. Now all I can do is sit here and wonder what I should do. Maybe I'm a bad friend, sister, daughter.

Should I get the kids up and go up there?
Should I stay here and wait?

I'm so upset....

I know if my Meme felt OK and wasn't so sick she would have been here.◦

I'M A HORRIBLE WIFE!!!!